Need again good vibrations...

Those who know me from the powderblue-forum know my long story, for all others in short form, in 2005 I had to fight against Lymph cancer and after lots of chemotherapy and stem cells I'm quite fine but last year around that time still some rests were there. Next Tuesday (25th) I'll go to a PET-CT (Positrone Emission Tomography) to check, if the "Monster" (how I call it) is gone at last.
So keep your fingers crossed for me...

We're keeping our fingers crossed for you. Good luck.

Good luck

Both fingers crossed!

Fingers crossed and good luck for next week

...Lots of Good Vibrations being sent your way....

Fingers crossed for you, TL!

Very best of luck Darling! Sending lots of love and positive thoughts your way!

Everything crossed here!

Good luck TL!

All the best

*Fingers crossed*, and all kinds of good thoughts heading your way.

Fingers crossing helped at least for finding a vein, but that's all of good news. The lymphome is still there and even more active than a year ago
Next tuesday I am again at my doctor and we will talk what to do now. I hope the different medication he wanted to give me will chase the lymphome-monster out...

Oh dear, it's hard to say anything... I hope the doctor finds a way helping you!!
I have to write this in German:
Ich muss das jetzt auf Deutsch schreiben. Es tut mir leid, dass wieder etwas gefunden wurde. Ich habe erst mit diesem Topic von deiner Geschichte erfahren und war sehr betroffen. Du scheinst mir ein sehr positiver Mensch zu sein. Zumindest machst du im Forum den Eindruck. Ich drück dir die Daumen, dass sie etwas finden was dir hilft und dich heilt. Ich hoffe, dass dir die Musik (auch Elbow) die du ja wie ich sehr gern magst auch dabei hilft!
Lg, Elisabeth

ElbowFreak wrote:

Oh dear, it's hard to say anything... I hope the doctor finds a way helping you!!
I have to write this in German:
Ich muss das jetzt auf Deutsch schreiben. Es tut mir leid, dass wieder etwas gefunden wurde. Ich habe erst mit diesem Topic von deiner Geschichte erfahren und war sehr betroffen. Du scheinst mir ein sehr positiver Mensch zu sein. Zumindest machst du im Forum den Eindruck. Ich drück dir die Daumen, dass sie etwas finden was dir hilft und dich heilt. Ich hoffe, dass dir die Musik (auch Elbow) die du ja wie ich sehr gern magst auch dabei hilft!
Lg, Elisabeth

That's quite touching. Why do you have to write it in German?

TL, so sorry to hear your 'Monster' is still with you.
Please know that I will continue to send you my love and positive thoughts and I hope with all my heart that this new medication will do the trick for you.
This may not be of any help but I just wanted to send you this hug, darling. I am thinking of you!

@ Dabamash: It's my native language, that makes it easier!

Fair enough. Can't argue agaisnt that

TL, I'm really sorry you have to fight it again. It sounds like your doctor is doing their best to find the right treatments for you, so fingers crossed from me too that they can give you all the support you need.

Sending you big reserves of strength, resilience and faith in a positive outcome.

So sorry to hear you need more treatment to make you better, but you will get better.

Lots of love J&M xxx

I guess you knew it might come back, but it must still be a very hard thing to deal with.

Please stay as positive and focused as you can, and i'm sure you can fight off this monster.

I've been scared to say anything in here, as i'm afraid i have no sensitivity sensor, but i'm gonna say, that you fought it off before, you can do it again

TL

Unfortunately our family has had (and is having) quite a bit of experience with lymphatic cancer. so I know how frightening the whole thing is. You must be feeling really scared and probably angry at the bloody unfairness of it all.

I'm afraid I cannot offer any words of wisdom, but only wish you, and your loved ones all the best in your battle.

X

Ill be thinking of you and wishing you all the best as well, TL.

Ok, folks
There will be monsterfightingdays again.
I will go into hospital around 19th December with another stem cell transplantation plus "Zevalin".
Means I won't be home at Christmas and New Year
But I still feel a bit better now. Now I know what will come, I KNOW THIS PLACE WELL and one thing is better than the last time in 2005: I will get a single room so there won't be bedneighbors looking stupid talkshows or going to the loo 10 times the night
There will be internet so I can stay in touch with you and still work on my elbow-fansite. And there will be a nice spa afterwards again.
And because I'm still in my hometown I can get visits from my family and friends.
I spent New Year's Eve 2007 in hospital with pneumonia and New Year's Eve 2006 in hospital with bronchits so I am somehow "used to it" *laughing sarkastical*
I just printed out one of the backstage photoes and I will stick it on my hospitalroom wall.
I WILL FIGHT!!!


And until then I will go to Christmas Partys with my collegues and hobbyfriends.